Something Special, Colbie Caillat
I found a way to be everything
I dreamed of
And I know it to me that I will become
Who I want to be
And I finally found it
And I’m taking the long way out
Cause its gonna be
Something special to me
Something special to me
Days go by and I’ll grow stronger
It takes time but i’ll never let go
Days go by and I’ll try harder
To make it mine
Its something special to me x3
I found so many things
I dreamed of
And I know it to me
That I will become
Who I want to be
And I finally found it
And I’m takin’ the long way out
And its gonna be
Something special to me
Something special to me
Days go by and I’ll grow stronger
It takes time but i’ll never let go
Days go by and I’ll try harder
To make it mine
Its something special to me
More than I hoped for
More than I dreamed of
This is how it should be
More than I hoped for
More than I dreamed of
This is how it should be
I found this beautiful song today. It expresses perfectly the place where I want to be in my life. This past year has definitely been challenging year for me, personally, emotionally, and spiritually. I know it's all just a test, a trial, and a lesson intended to teach me more about my strengths and weaknesses.
My hopes and goals are all bundled up in one... but basically, I want to find my little niche in this world that unites God's plan for me, using the gifts he gave me, while being able to provide a good life for my family. This year, with I've taken a step forward to get there, I've felt like I've taken two steps back.
The time is coming soon, though, that God will let me harvest what I have planted. I'll get there, and I'm getting closer each day. It's hard to be patient and to let God do his work in me, but maybe that's why he put me in this situation... to bring me to my very knees... to the point of breaking down. Now, all I'm able to do is just let it go, and let God.
"Whatever a man sows, that he will also reap." -Galatians 6:7

